Words, just words

23 diciembre

Words, just words

Words, yeah, that is it.

Ok, you may or ,may not read the last entrance I've written. If you did you maybe thought: "Ok if it is so important to use appropiate words to not to be missunderstdood, why does he write in english?"

"Still alone in o-hell-o see the deadly nightshade grows"

Easy, can't you see? When I write in english, no one, neither me, can understand clearly qhat I am trying to say. On the other hand I used to thought english was more in touch with my feelings. I really do not know why.

"Nothing is too much for a boy out of touch with his feelings. I don't have a plan where I'm going I just follow my fingers"

I actually can't write in english very well. If an englishman read this he or she will probably hate what I am doing with the English. I just kick it. Yeah, speaking in silver, isn't it good?

"Us and them, and after all we're only ordinary men"

Always the same sentences, I bet you read some of them already. Probably you're tired of reading this. Neither do I. I just feel that I can't find anymore. Always repeat, repeat. I'm not a creator, not a destroyer. Nothing at all.

"Hello cowgirl in the sand. Is this place at your command?"

Senseless. That's it. "But somehow disturbing sight". That is it. Nothing to do with it. I just write in english, I do not know what I'm writing next.

"Nothing is too much for a boy out of touch with his feelings. I don't have a plan where I'm going I just follow my fingers"

Feelings. I tend to use in engish when I am not very sure of what I really want to say. For me, with english and pieces of lyrics I express myself accuratey.

"i have never had a thought which I coud not settle down in words. But there's a cass of fancy, of exclusive delicacy, which are not thoughts, and which I find impossible to turn to language. These fancies, are arised in the soul, in those near points of time when mental and physic health are in perfection"

But I am afraid that's not completey true. I think I just want to be mysterious. Unussual. I mean I want to catch your attention. I think that's all I am able to do. I would like to create, not just copy. I would like to feel and to express myself. I believe I will never create something worth. Worthless.

"There's no dark side of the moon really, the matter of fact is all is dark"