Grieve me up

14 julio 2007

Grieve me up

This is it.

I am so tired.

Tired of building a future no one would enjoy.

Tired of wasting dreams.

Tired of following the path of death and pain.

No one would see me cry.

No one would see me.

This is the time when I should be slipping away,

not just sleeping the way.

Everything is so pure.

Everything is so putrid.

Nothing can change me now.

Life, is but a river of tears and blood.

Can you hear me now?

I should be speaking louder.

It's the only way to get noticed,

but death comes in a whisper.

I am so young and I just want to be free

just as anybody else is.

Wrapped around the hands of darkness

Lost in the mind and feelings.

I am so young and I just want to get lost

where nobody else is.

Filled with a cold hate against myself,

I just cannot forgive me.

This is the spiral of desperation.

Down is the only way.

But maybe some day

I will get better

someone who feels the same.

One time, I may find life

in the night

something to share

and do not care for it.

Am I getting older?

Twice the fast I was supposed to?

Am I loving without love?

Just walking with the death

And I can't get out of forgiveness

oblivion is my home

Living without passion

coolness is my heart.

I want

meaning.

Abandoned in the darkness

condemned to the pain.

Damned by my self

to grieve me up.

Until the day I find me.